Tick Tock

Me and Zul

"Study Hard,Play Hard".That is what I call a death note.My mum has been blabbing to me bout how am I gonna survive next year.Whoa.I just wanna say to her:"It looks like as if you are gonna see me dead wearing my school uniform and at the stroke of 12 midnight,you are gonna move on with your life".Like thats any help.I barely can even past last year's test and now she is asking me to do this to do that like I am a machine?God.Today I just bath my cat Debu in the bathroom.She was awfully dirty so my mum(again) ask me to bath her.Now my cat smells like peach.Kudos.My parents.What could I say about that.I love them dearly but it seems like they don't trust me at all.Na ah.We went to Sunway on Saturday and I saw Ho Yi Ming,people!She is the most blind and deaf person that I have ever met.

So we ate lunch at Nandos' which is my mum's favourite place and we talked bout family,relatives and bla bla bla.Then suddenly out of the blue,my dad brought up the worst topic you could ever get.Which is:BOYS.He talks about my cousins on my mum's side which I can say I really don't wanna evd up like them.They are sooooo stupid.Seriously.They have boyfriends since they were 13 and they are addicted to their phone.They are broke and the mum of my two cousins which is my mum's sister is so gullable.She just like:ya sure go wild.What?!She gives too much freedom to them until some bad things happen.And of course.If they don't have money they will ask from my mum and dad.The mother keeps on calling my mum and complaining bout her disordered life and what so and its getting on my parents nerves and me.And she keeps begging my mum to give our Ford Escape to her but listen here women:No!Stop this shit.

The dad is a local camera man who only earns about 4000 bucks a month a they are surviving in kl.They are seriously bimbos.They are poor.But the daughters act like they are so rich but in reality they are so poor.And the mum is such a show off!They dad is a cool person where as the daughters and the two ugly sisters they are the bitches.Well I got to go.I am having a nervous breakdown and now I am going to watch 'The Blind Side'.

See ya,

XOXO

A new chapter in life

Hey people.Sorry for not updating my blog that much now.This is because I just did a Facebook profile and now I am addicted to it.I never thought that facebook would be so much fun.I also joined facebook to repair my relationships with some people that i am not friends with.And luckily,now i have more friends than ever on Facebook.This week was just an boring old week.I stayed home,eat,bath,watch tv sleep and repeating the same thing again and again till Saturday.I went to Alor Setar on Sunday cause my dad had to do his Baju Melayu for my cousin's wedding which is on 18th December.On Saturday,I WATCHED NEW MOONNNN!But i was so upset and angry bout one thing.I went to watch New Moon not with my friends but with my kpochi father!><.It was so embarassing going to the movies and watching the movie that i always wanted to watch with my dad.He was sleeping,snoring,eating hot dog that smells like *toot* and threw a fit when we got out of the cinema.He said that the movie was super lame and boring,and that it was so slow that it was totally meant for teenagers only.YA THINK?!

But i do agree with him one thing.IT WAS BORING.*Yawn*.But still,i like the way of how the story were and i rate that movie 3/5.Yup yup.Next time,i am gonna watch it with Wan Dania.Maybe lah...Not sure yet cause she say that she has plans and she is not sure that she is free or not but she told me that she really wanna go out with me since we have never seen each other in a long time.I miss her.I SAYANG YOU LAH,BABI.haha.But now we are just friends cause my babi is already taken so kudos to her.Yet,i am single.*Sigh*.

Well at least i am not so despreate to get a boyfriend like some people.But now and next year,i am a whole different person cause i have to score for PMR.I have already bought all the revision book for next year so that i am prepared.The weird part bout my new chapter in life is that,i am excited bout studying.Freak.I don't know why but maybe that is a sign or something.Well,at least i have the determination to succeed next year.I was really dissapointed that i have to still remain in second class but what to do.I just hope things could change next year.I see a bright future so who knows...Maybe i will succeed i life.I wish you guys all the best too.

Bye....XOXO.

A heck of a week

I totally enjoyed this week cause I had so much activity going on and I don't feel bored like everybody else.Yay.First week of holiday,my friends came over to my house to hangout.Anis,Raihana,Adawiyah and Najiha was there.We had a blast and it all went pretty well.We played monopoly and watched Titanic and eat.Haha.When we came down to have lunch,my dining table was filled with food but then after we ate it was all gone!Haha.They said my dish was really yummy and they were thrilled to eat it.

After we ate,we head back to our room to continue our game of monopoly.We talked about a lot of things like the latest gossips,people that they saw during the holidays and obviously you can't shut a gossip's mouth like Anis.Actually,Pavenjeet was suppose to come to my house too but unfortunately,I called her and she told me that she had some guest came over to her house so she can't make it.It's ok Paven.You can come next time.^^

This is me and Najiha in my room.I got a bad hair day so I think you noticed.

At 5 we went to the park near my house.While walking they asked me whether do I come to that park often and I said no.They were shocked to know that I only go to that park only once every year.Guess that shows that I don't go out that much.Sorry.But we went there and we played on the swing and everything but again unfortunately it was raining.
At 6 they went back home with Adawiyah's dad driving them.I told them that maybe we can hangout someday again and hope to see them at school during the holidays when I go to buy books for next year.
On Wednesday,my family went to kl.It was luckily a 2 hour drive cause my dad drives like a race car.We reached there at 6.30.The next day my cousin,me,daddy and mummy went to 1 Utama.We shoped till we drop there cause there were so much stuff to buy.I bought stuffs from Kitschen,Zara and Forever 21.My mum and cousin also bought some stuffs and we ate lunch my most favourite place in the world:T.G.I Fridays'!!!
The next day was Raya Haji so we went to m beloved,rich,kind uncle's house at USJ 5.His house was a 10 million dolar bungalow and it is gorgeous.He have like 5 cars which are mostly the most expensive car you can ever get.Like Jaguar,Rolls Royce and my personal favourite a Bently ladies and gentlemen.Haha.He had a Kenduri there so I spent time with my cousins who came.

This is the front view of his house.Isn't it gorgeous??

Me and my cousin Teyra

Ateyca and Acik

The next day he invited us to go to his private resort in Janda Baik.That resort is called Aman Rimba and he extremely likes the theme of nature.He decorated it with a floral theme and it is also super faboulous!!Now that is how the rich people role.
This is my suite at Aman Rimba.I also wanna say that my uncle also welcomes my friends to go there and spent a night or two there.Guys!!IPlease tell me if you are free to follow me to Aman Rimba!!It would be so much fun!!It is free!!
The next day we went to Pavilion cause my uncle wanted us to look at his new penthouse.Before that,my mum stoped at Gucci to buy a handbag.But she din't cause she said the designs were ugly.I totally agree.
We had supper at Terpanyakis' which is a Japanese restaurant if you guys aren't familiar with.But I like Sushi better.

Me and Teyra

After having supper,my uncle took us to the 42nd floor to witness his beautiful penthouse.It was super cool and marvelous!!!It had the floral theme and it is completely glass windowed.Down here is the view that we get from the penthouse.---->

This is part of the setting inside the penthouse.I love it so much cause it is what I wanted for my house in the future!Imagine you are single and living inside this house with a stunning view of kl and you can have a party here!How's that for a rich life???

Me standing at the balcony.Actually I was freaking scared cause it was really high up and my legs were shaking!

Look at my cousin Ateyca's face when she is scared of heights.She was also holding her knees!HAHA

There was also another penthouse beside us

Inside the penthouse

That's all for my week of holidays,guys!

See ya!

XOXO

Discoball

Soorryy guys but there is something fucking wrong with my laptop.

I have a lot of pictures that I wanna post but unfo I can't post it cause of something.

I will post my longest post ever next week.

Selamat Hari Raya Haji to all Muslims.

Bye.

Hanging by a thread

Things that happen without a reason:

1.Dreaming bout you dying in a car accident

2.Listening to the song "I got a feeling" by the Black Eyed Peas 3 times suddenly.

3.Lost my phone.Literally

4.Broke up with someone that I knew wasn't gonna last long

5.Got scolded by parents cause of tv

6.My dad bought my brother a hamster which he doesn't want

7.My cat has thrown out a hairball

8.Having a bad hair day

9.Crying at 9 am in the morning

10.Not feeling anything after breaking up.Weird.

Just for the record,I really hope that tomorrow goes well cause i'll be stuck for 3 hours in the car while going to kl.And "ww",please don't do anything stupid after this.It's kinda annoying.

Bye.

2 is better than 1

This week was one of the best and worst week ever.The best part was that it is school holiday,I got a new phone,and had my room completely transform to a grown up room.I love it so much.One of the "new" features of my room is the flower pictures hung on the wall.And also totally new wallpaper.I din't know till now that just for the wallpaper it cost my daddy around RM3000.Whoa.

I also had Audrey Hepburn pictures hung and now my room transformed from a pink 3 year old room to a classy stylish teenager lounge.It's super cool.Yesterday,I went to SSF to get some stuffs for the house and my brother and I took a few pictures.He is just into taking pictures but not being in it.But I forced him.(laugh).Oh ya.My house is maybe having a "kenduri" in December in celebration of our new house.I'll keep you guys informed on it.My mu completely wants our house to be 'WHITE'.I mean it.'WHITE'.Can you imagine?.

MNG Bag.Roxy shirt.Roxy jeans.My fav
After a few hours I went home and saw a whole new look of our house.It was amazing what do these guys do to make a beautiful home.I also was running upstairs like a child wanting to see what she got for christmas and saw my room!I was jumping and jumping and jumping and stopped.Haha.

Can't wait till my friends come over tomorrow and hang out!I bet it's gonna be so much fun.Well see ya,guys.

Bye....

See ya,wouldn't wann be ya...

Freedom

Finally,exam is over.

This week I am gonna do something to my hair.

I got a new phone.(a cute phone)

Going overseas for holidays

Next week friends will come over to my house and go crazy.XD

Raya Haji will go to KL.Shopping.

Listening to the song"Freedom" gives an energy boost.

Recovered from flu.

And last:HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!!

-But next year I am going to be form 3!And PMR!!!-

The Other Boleyn Girl

Oh god....I miss this bitch so much.The last time

I saw her was when we were having the Kelantan trip.

Look at how creative she is to do this????

Damn it.Look at these two.Adorable.

No offence........

Betrayal...That word is in my dictionary the whole time this week.I feel that I have lack of self-confidence and its eating me.The people around me treats me as if I am the ugly duckling of the school.I am fed up with all this crap and its just STUPID.My own friends which I know since they were still learning ABC's turn against me after everything that I did for them.That blew a time bomb in me and I went "kaboom".I let go of it on front of them and from that moment I was known as the "Other Boleyn Girl".I was used and this pulls my self-estim down.Whatever.Let's forget about it and move on with our lives.This incident is not the end of the world for cryin' out loud.My moto in life is:Live your life to the fullest like there is no tomorrow.

So this week was exam week and I so happy cause the first week of exam is already over and starting from tomorrow,its last week of exam,baby!The teachers this time was kinda stupid in way cause the make each day in the week only one subject and one paper.I hate it.You have gotta be kidding me.Two weeks exam??God.These week was also a fun week.Now I always sleep at 1 am and watch late movies.Last time I watched 27 Dresses and that movie is really a favourite.I like the part where Katherine Heighl in the movie shouted all the bad words behind the night club and she doesn't realize that there was a anniversary party in front of it.Oh ya.And also the part where she said qoute:"Oh god.Now I feel like my favourite song is written about a sandwhich".*Laugh*.That strucks me everytime.

Yesterday,I went shopping with mum and dad to Queensbay.I bought a few things like Topshop dress,MNG bag,and a few T-shirts.My mum shops the most.Yesterday,we spend like how many thousands on her clothes and mine of course.But trust me.Her's is more.After finish shopping in Queensbay,I went and cut my hair.My beautiful long fringe in front has been cut straight.Tomorrow you can see it.

See ya,bye.

Waiting On the World To Change

The most gorgeous women of all time.......

Audrey Hepburn

The next week of school is exam week and I am super excited and super scared to death at the same time.It's just kinda primitive.I am working my ass off as I said in my previous blogs that I am gonna score A's for my test.(Fingers cross).Now I am having trouble with my ipod.Why you ask?Well,its because my cousin put songs from his iTunes to mine from his'.I got all the latest tunes now to be sync into my ipod.But unfortunately,I cant cause I am syncing with another iTunes profile.Bullshit.Whatever.That's not important.

The reason why I placed that beautiful,bodacious and flawless women up there is because just a few hours ago I went to SSF to buy some stuffs.When I went to the 1rst floor it was the picture section.Suddenly when I was snooping around that section,I saw the most beautiful pictures of AUDREY HEPBURN!The pictures were super classic and with her stunning beauty I just can't stop looking at it and at the same time asking my dad to hung her pictures in my room after my room is done with the wallpaper.My wallpapers is black and white and the pics are are black and white so its perfecto!(chuckles).

My friends are gonna be super jealous when they get into my room and see how stylish it is.Especially you,Munira!(laugh).Oh ya!And my cousin too.She keeps on telling me that her room in her house which is in KL is so dull and boring not like her friends' room.So that explains everything.She will be soooooo jealous,baby!After exam me and Munira decided to go watch This Is It:Micheal Jackson.Since the time of screening is during exam week we can't go.So,to make things easier in life,we will go and watch it at the final day of screening.Kudos!

Got to go

See ya,guys..

Good luck for exam!

Miss Behave..

Now I really got to the point where I am almost gonna snap and just loose control.I am stress,tired,hungry and I am just furious about having to take exam.Eventhough I am working my ass off to prove everybody wrong but it's just so damn f***ing hard!I don't know how my friends did it but kudos to them

Bye.

Good Luck for exam.

Bad Girl Go Good

Oh my god!It's super,duper boring here!

I have happily decide that:

I really need to get ma' ass up and

start studying HARD!real hard..

I put some quotes on colourful papers on my wall that said:

-Have to get 5 subject above 90%!

-Total points must be more than 800

-Make mummy and daddy proud

-It's hard but not impossible!

Haha.Cool tak??

Bubye.

I am not missing you.

Not you.YOU!

HAHA!=P

Regret???Shit!

I don't know why but I am really starting to feel regret.God.Its the worse feeling ever!Ok.Did you guys watch Gossip Girl last Tuesday at 8tv??Well,I watched it and omg its one of the best episodes ever.Fine,so then there was one scene that Nate kissed Vanessa a.k.a Chase Crawford and I don't know what was Vanessa's character real name was(laugh) and it was so so so EVIL,ROMANTIC,JEALOUS, and of course LA-LA-LOVE!!!It reminded me of that moment.That moment when I got strucked by Deja'vu and I have already told myself that I would let this go but I can't!!!Help me.

Starting from that scene I started to like remember back the memories that we share and everything!How could I deal with this.It's pathetic right?I know.Duhh.Whatver.I am just super lucky that this person doesn't have a blog.Or not.....

(SCARY MUSIC)

HAHA.

SEE YA,GUYS.

I'LL KEEP POSTING.

AND OH YA,

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!=)

New Mate

Watch Out!

The Bitch is on her way.

Prepare to be:

Stunned,Hurt,and

PAYBACK.

See ya :)

Back to school!

After my trip to Kelantan I knew one thing from the beginning:I REGRET GOING THERE!!!All my mum's osociates are so kampung,filthy,and ewwww they need to take care of their personal hygene!!Period!!Obviously I also din't understand a single word of Kelantan.They speak like Japanese people.Fast and alot and weird.

But WHATEVER!!Now my mission is to go back to school and study my ass off cause I have set in my mind and heart that I have to score 10 a's for my final exam.I am seriously working hard on it.Oh ya.I forgot.My raya was super faboulous at Kedah but tragic in Kelantan as I said just now.I also found out that my cousin have a crush on me.whoot whoot.Haha.This year I got loike more then 300 bucks for my duit raya.Yippie!

We all celebrate as usual and everything turn out fun and all.

BYE.

BLOG YA MORE.

=D

RAYA RAYA RAYA!!!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN
PS:GET ALOT OF DUIT RAYA.
=) + :) = ;D

Hometown

All my cousins on ma dad's side.For now.:)

Obviously tomorrow is like the last day of puasa and I will be heading back to my hometown Alor Setar and all my cousins will be there which will be so much F-U-N!!!!!.I can't wait to see them cause they have never seen me being so matured and grown up like last time cause I am the ONLY GIRL on my dad's side that is like in high school.And the coolest.Lols.Also because it is RAYA AND I CAN WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT!!Hahahaahaha.My grandma cooks the most delicious food in the world and gosh,I JUST CAN'T WAIT.Super Duper excited lah this year.I pun tak tahu why.

The worst part about this raya is that I have to go to KELANTAN!!!Oh man..I seriously don't know what to expect when I go to Kelantan.Some of my friends say that as soon as i reached there,I have to put on a tudung.Are you trippin???No way i hell I am gonna wear a tudung just because I am in another state!!WHATEVER!!!WHO CARES???Luckily my cousins are coming with me to Kelantan.Teyra and Ateyca.Phheeww.Because I have to go to Kelantan,I have to miss my gig at Hotel Berjaya!!!!Fuck man!!!I will totally regret this for my whole life.My mum don't know how pissed I am when I got to know hat I can't go to perform my gig.

Well,what to do.FAMILY comes first.I have to negotiate what my parents said.Eventhough it felt so B-A-D!!Look on the bright side,I get to spend time with my cousin and meet my mom's uncle in 10 YEARS..

bye.

Selamat hari raya.

It's your birthday

This week I could name it the worst week ever!!!Not only did I got a bad result in class,which I got number 8 which is really really bad!!!IMy love got turned down again!!!!BULLSHIT!!!!I have already told the person codename,MONKEY that I can't stand people around me tellin me that we are perfect for each other and I bet you know yourself that you also knew that:I AM THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS WORLD THAT KNOW

AND UNDERSTANDS YOU!!!!I am awfully pissed when you just simply buat tak tahu yang I ni ment for you!!Please don't tell me that after being sisters for over 4 DAMN FUCKING YEARS!!!!,you don't even realized how much pain,struggle that I have to deal with you to keep both of our relation ship safe!

Trust me.Now you want to couple with that form 5 girl,DREAM ON!!!I have already told you that I sumpah you that this doesn't work out kan??I bet it won't!!!First with SPONGEBOB now this???Please lah!!Your friends pun cakap that last time with spongebob din't work out,now you want to make a hesitate decision???GOSH!!!I also don't know sometimes where do you put your brain.I go through BLOOD and TEARS for you but you din't even appreciate it.Whatever.Now,since you took me back as your sister,I am okay.But,I have already made a promise to myself.Since you din't give me a chance to be your special one,WHY SHOULD I????

I decided to couple with the person you so called BABI BESAR.I'm sorry.Look.I still love you no matter what.I appreciate you.I do.I don't ever regret doing al the sacrifices for you.I never will.It's never to late.I am writing all this because I am depressed that this could happen to me again.It's just dissapointing,dude.Seriously.But now,I will still stand by you.We will go through the troubled times again just like we use to.So,thank you.

BYE.=(

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY,YA'LL!!

ONE WEEK MORE TO RAYA!!!

Bounce

I cried yesterday from like after sahur until like 11 in the afternoon because I was so devastated after my mum told me that I could not enter the X CREW ANYMORE!!!She was blabbing about it is effecting my exam and yadda yadda yadda.In my mind was like Shut the Mother Fucking Up!!!!!!This time our teacher told us that we have an event coming up on September 26 at a hotel called Berjaya Hotel.She said it is in Penang.Uuurrgghh.Can't she stop with the you guys are just gonna perform at penang thing???*Sigh*.

So this time it was a big deal because guess what????We are gonna perform in front of Sultan Pahang ,people!!!!!Of course its a major deal for us to perform in front of a royal family!!!We were all like this is a GOLDEN CHANCE for us.But sadly,I CAN'T BE A PART OF IT!!!!!!!!!NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!My name will not be called to receive any certificate or anyhting.Aaaarrrgghhh!I'm am turning crazy.

But,jestinna gave me a suggestion.She said that she or I should ask our teacher to talk to my mum about this.Yes.That could actually work.Since we already got the invitations to the gig and this only comes like once every 5 years,I bet its gonna work out!*Fingers cross*.I really wanted this and I hope this plan works.

2 weeks more to RAYA!!!

PS:My birthday is on 13th September

bye.=D

Meowwss.

*Yawns*.Oh my god,it is terribly boring at home.Aaaarrrrggghhhh.Nothing to do rather than watching MTV,go online,playing the Wii playing with Morty,Lily,Joe,Lucky,Spotty,Siti,Muffin,Zoe (my cats),IT IS SO BORING,PEOPLE!!!!!!!!The pic above is my cousin's cat BUBU. Puurrrrsian...Seriously I have completely nothing to do.And the rain adds on to the mood.

I have also notice that after Toby died,it has always been raining.*Sigh*.Bummer.Speaking of Toby,my mum keeps on saying that Toby is wet outside since he is buried outside.Thanks alot mum.You just bring Joy in the family.*sarcastic*.But,i always pray to god that he is innocent and I hope he will be placed at a better place than here.Hurrrmmm.I wonder how is it like to be in heaven.i bet its a BLAST.I always message with my friend,Wan Dania and last night we were talking bout FOOD.She told me that she cooked Cheesy Italiano Sandwich.Trust me.If you want to cook this you better need some help from professionals.

Since she so into cooking,she keeps saying that she is Jamie Oliver Junior.Akward.Yup.Her dad loved the sandwich so much that she said she wanna make more.I told he that I could make Cupcakes.I seriously can,people.My grandma taught me.It taste like haven.Ok now my stomach is growling.Haha.I am not the kinda person you wanna cook with.I can only do Cupcakes,Eggs and lets not forget Maggie.hahaha.Sorry.But if you want me to taste the food,it will be my honour.I trumendously eat a lot.Yup2.Eventhough the people who know me see me as a slim,thin and gorgeous girl,(jk) I just can't stop eating.Especially western food.Yum3.

Bye

Bored

=P

Toby ='(

Isn't he adorable

Toby on the pillow

The pictures above is my kitten Toby that had died yesterday due to a car accident.It is hard for me to write this about him because we loved him so so much that we just couldn't let go of him.We miss him awfully much.

He was just only about 1 month old when he was still alive.He was born last month from my other female cat Spotty.The weird part was that he was born alone.Only one kitten came out of Spotty's stomach and it was Toby.

That is a very rare case for a cat to give birth to only one kitten.Bizarre.However,we just take Toby as he is.We know that he is very lonely since he had no brother or sister to play with.Luckily,we have 8 other cats which are not so big and not so small for their size and age.He will always play with them every single day because he is very playful.The last time we saw him was the night before he died when he came up stairs to play.He was as playful as a monkey.He was as cheerful as a kid.He was lovable like a baby.*Crying*.

Yesterday morning,my brother woke me up and said that my mum called before she went to work and when she was just further away from the house to post a mail at the mailbox and we could still see her car.She said that she saw a motorcycle through her car mirror behind her trying to escaped and avoiding something.She saw the kitten was shaking in pain and thought it was Toby but she din't think it was because Toby would never ever go that far from the house to play.So she called because she just suspected that it was Toby.Me,my maid and my brother went out there to search whether it is Toby or not.Suddenly,I scream i fear as I saw Toby lying down on the middle of the street with the face completely torned out.We rushed there and it was comfirmed that it was TOBY.We cried o the spot.

I can't bear to look at him because his face was completely torn out while my maid was carrying him to be burried.His eyes were hanging out and it just makes me more sick to my gut.My maid burried TOBY outside of the house and I went inside to call my mum to tell about the tragedy that hit TOBY.While talking to her on the phone,she cried instantly and kept thinking it was her fault because she taught that she had killed Toby because she taught that he was in her car tyre or something.I told her to calm down and tell her it doesn't make sense.The reason being is because only his face was torn out.His body was perfect.We buried him and that night it was raining.Mu mum said poor Toby who is cold outside.After breaking fast,my family mourns as the lost of Toby.My mum took pictures of him and my mum reminded me.She said:Don't ever take pictures of your cat like the old saying because you take pictures to keep it as a memory.Soon,it will really turn into a memory.

I take note of that because everytime we took pictures of our previous cats,most of them are gone or had died.Till now,I summoned to all of you.Don't ever take pictures of your pet.It will be a memory you will never forget.

TOBY

JUNE 2009-AUGUST 2009

R.I.P

REST IN PEACE